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Ghost ([personal profile] badfeyth) wrote in [community profile] citylogs2024-01-13 03:30 pm

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WHO: Ghost ([personal profile] badfeyth), Reno ([personal profile] astraphilia) , Johanna ([personal profile] keepgodwaiting) , Lestat ([personal profile] perfectdevil) , Alhaitham ([personal profile] justscribing) , and Kaveh ([personal profile] fussiest) .
WHAT: The "Monologue With The Moon" player plot!
WHERE: [emphatic shrug]
WHEN: 1/6/24
WARNINGS: Possible references to murder, violence, related dark themes, medical equipment, Omelas Kid™ Scenarios, shady institutions and their operations, etc.

You are standing in a nondescript, space-age sort of room; the walls are a silver metal so polished that you can almost see shadows of a reflection in it, and the floor is likewise sturdy and reinforced. There are two Star Trek-style sliding doors leading out of the room, one on the left wall and one on the right. Both are currently in open position, enabling you to see out into the corridor beyond; it looks pretty much the same out there as your surroundings in here. Maybe there are doors; you'd have to look closer to check.

Currently in the room with you is a pretty normal-looking wooden podium that's clearly seen some use (though in what ways, you'd have to look more closely at it to determine), and a very abnormal-looking escape portal that's just kind of floating in midair, definitely big enough for even a very tall human to walk through, but for the fact that it's behind an impenetrable forcefield. You're welcome to hurl yourself at this, hit it, whatever, all that you want, but unfortunately it ain't budging under any method currently available to you or your party.

Really, your circumstances look something like this:

The other thing you might notice is that your clothes have received a slight glam-up, in the sense that clipped to a pocket, lapel, belt loop, or other convenient area of your attire is some sort of ID card. That might be worth having a look at.

Speaking of having a look at things, maybe you ought to look around?
justscribing: (❖ 92)

[personal profile] justscribing 2024-01-14 08:46 am (UTC)(link)
And you noticed she's lonely. [He tilts his head towards Kaveh's.] And did you initially send her to me because you thought we'd become friends? That seems to be a sore spot for her.
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[personal profile] fussiest 2024-01-14 10:59 am (UTC)(link)
Send her to you to be friends? Please, Alhaitham, you've accused me of being an idealist, but the definition of that word doesn't include delusion. Sending anyone to you to make friends is like sending someone to sea expecting that they come back on the head of a whale.

She had books, and you wanted to read them. I wasn't going to run you errands all day, and in any case, she ought to be able to see what sort of man will be reading her books so that she knows you'll be giving them back. I thought it would help with a long-term exchange. [ kaveh frowns. ] Wait, a sore spot? What did you say to her?
justscribing: (❖ 42)

[personal profile] justscribing 2024-01-14 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Nothing. [Extremely debatable.] She just mentioned thinking we could be friends.

[To Alhaitham.] Though perhaps it's more accurate to say that you're argument with her about her personal worth hit a sore spot and it simply bled out into her conversation with me.
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[personal profile] fussiest 2024-01-15 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
Hey, now. I can see you casually deflecting the blame onto me - and I admit that that entire conversation went down like a lead balloon, but that doesn't mean you didn't say something that made it worse. It's you, after all.
justscribing: (❖ 22)

[personal profile] justscribing 2024-01-15 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
[Alhaitham simply shrugs.] But I couldn't have made it worse if you didn't start it. What did you say?
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[personal profile] fussiest 2024-01-15 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
Before that, a question - did Ghost look beautiful in that dress she wore to the gala?
justscribing: (❖ 61)

[personal profile] justscribing 2024-01-15 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
[What.] It was aesthetically pleasing on her if that's what you mean.
Edited 2024-01-15 02:02 (UTC)
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[personal profile] fussiest 2024-01-15 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
See? [ kaveh looks up. ] Ghost, I've Alhaitham, of all people, agreeing with me on this, and you've yet to know exactly how little we agree on for anything.

[ then, to alhaitham: ] That was the beginning of the argument, actually. She didn't think the dress was for her, or rather, that she was the right sort of person to wear the dress, or deserved to, or should be allowed to, or had the right story for. It was that sort of thing. I told her what I thought, which was she ought to. It was a dress meant for her. It went down like a lead balloon from there - but listen, I wasn't in the wrong.
justscribing: (❖ 103)

[personal profile] justscribing 2024-01-15 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
If I didn't agree you'd just call it my lack of taste again. [But, well, there's some context.] So she believes so strongly she must be one way even if it goes against her desires, and you couldn't stand for that.

[Which, well, he and Alhaitham are both some of the most stubborn people even if Kaveh also seeks to condemn himself. His passion just overrides it all when it comes to what he really wants.] Well, she wore it in the end.
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[personal profile] fussiest 2024-01-15 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, but when has that stopped you from disagreeing? You relish me calling you names. I suspect that's what makes you happy.

[ but kaveh cants her head. ] But yes, she did in the end, didn't she. I'm glad she found a source of courage.
justscribing: (❖ 68)

[personal profile] justscribing 2024-01-15 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
Even if the source was just to avoid your nagging?
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[personal profile] fussiest 2024-01-15 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
No, I doubt it was anything I did, or could have done. When have I ever caused you to stray from your tracks? Why would Ghost be different, hm? You and her are quite alike.
justscribing: (❖ 103)

[personal profile] justscribing 2024-01-15 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
Because Ghost cares more about other people's opinions about her than I do. [It's that loneliness. That yearning for friendship. Alhaitham has never known it, not in the general. Not in the desire for companionship for the sake of companionship.

It has always been specifics allowed to become part of his world, that bridge him to the outer world.]
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[personal profile] fussiest 2024-01-15 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ kaveh thinks of ghost. she had been the one to ask first, what it would be like not to be alone. kaveh remembers what he had told her - that he wasn't certain if he was any better at not being alone than she was. he thinks of the first piles of the bridge that been built that day. he thinks of her across the table from him, holding onto her sense of self with claws and teeth.

he thinks of lestat and the question he had posed at the dizzying end of that gala: 'why did you agree to help ghost?'
]

I think [ kaveh says, slowly, ] it goes one step further than that. I think Ghost is waiting for the right person's opinion.
justscribing: (❖ 11)

[personal profile] justscribing 2024-01-15 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Alhaitham raises a brow. A silent question unvoiced because it doesn't need an answer: does Kaveh have someone in mind?

But it's not necessary to know right now. If it is, then it's Ghost who will determine who that right person is.]


Well, we should take a look around and see what we find.

[He'll start on those bookshelves... over there.]