I just wouldn't expect your admiration to be returned.

( this is probably about gebura, right? ...angela gets it. she doesn't know that she'd want an admirer, but it wouldn't bother her to be admired... maybe. being the object of someone's affection might actually be sort of






she crushes that thought. )

Do what you want, Don Quixote. It isn't as if you can change the way you feel.