[ relief and nerves. she's soooooo fucking dead for real. her employee performance review is sooner over later and she's soooooo out of a job. ]

For the one who has died, they have no memory of their death, nor of some parts that led to it -- they do not recall who did it, so unless there is careful documentation the victim shall never know. For the one who enacted, there are separate consequences, and even those that bear witness to the event have repercussions as well...

[ which she still feels guilty about, because althea had warned her and she didn't take it to heart -- but how were they to know, when the city (theirs) didn't have appropriate punishment save revenge? ]

It differs not if it be a fair fight nor if it an unwilling death; murder is murder.