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dirty degenerate furry ([personal profile] limbical) wrote in [community profile] citylogs2023-07-19 05:43 pm

[open] a cat's the only cat that knows how to swing

WHO: Daan ([personal profile] limbical) & YOU!
WHAT: July catch-all. Event, non-event prompts, you know.
WHERE: A bank! A restaurant! Maybe the clinic!
WHEN: J-July
WARNINGS: Severe depression, alcoholism. CSA mention in the thread with Midnight, marked.



A. IN THE VAULT [event]

[With the possibility of a new place to explore reveals itself, it's only natural for the floodgates to open; there are plenty of people here, and Daan is but one of them, nosily investigating for any clues. Though typical as ever, there is nothing to reveal whatever secrets the city holds, or whoever their captors might be. No useful files, no names, nothing.

Then there are the keys.

Sorting through them is interesting at first, as he recognizes some of the names that they go to. They're names to people currently in the city. Which also means...

Yes. There is one for him too. Daan | Daniël is embossed on the tag, clearly indicating him. It's bothersome enough that the name he goes by mostly is there, but the other...

He scowls, plucks his key free without a word, and marches into the vault to find where it belongs. There are rows of safety deposit boxes, but finding the corresponding one isn't much effort at least. He opens it, and inside is a note. Something or other about sharing, which he pockets for now in case it does end up important. But the item inside...

How could he forget?

A little box is inside, which Daan delicately pulls out, his eye wide. His shoulders bunch, and he swiftly walks to a corner, as if he could steal the semblance of privacy. Lips quiver as he opens the box, revealing inside polished tools for sewing.

The sight of it almost seems to bring Daan pain and he shuts the box swiftly before he presses his forehead against the wall, shaking his head to himself. He always tries to keep his mind even and cool, even if it is a pretense, but it seems that this has successfully shaken him to his core. Absently, he whispers to himself:]


How the hell did they get this?

[And then the vault door slams shut, jolting him out of his thoughts.]


B. DRINKS ARE ON ME [post-vault]


[He couldn't rightfully call these his worst days. After all, Daan has lived through those; he's remarked that his time in this city so far has been more like a vacation in comparison, and frankly that is still true. However, that doesn't mean he isn't still miserable.

The weight of the little wooden box in his pocket indicates as such.

In one of the restaurants, Daan is behind the bar, mixing a drink for himself. By how much the whiskey bottle has been emptied certainly indicates how many he's had, but he isn't in the mood to stop. The bank and the dreams he's been cursed with both haunt him alike, along with everything else he's ever put up with, and he's had enough.

He almost misses the Pocketcat's ever closing in steps and rotten promises.

When you enter, he forms a smile that looks too sharp, almost cruel as he lifts a glass in some toast that only he knows.]


Shall I pour one for you? [And then he proceeds to drain his glass.]


C. WILDCARD [choose your own adventure]

[If you'd like a specific prompt, hit me up and I'll make it happen!]
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[personal profile] luciole 2023-07-21 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ah. Her dark eyes scan the sewing tools, taking in their intricate design and elegant shapes.]

... I see.

[A widower. Sadly, that is not uncommon in Lucinda's experience. What she is experienced in are the words she practiced when addressing those who grieved, wrecked by loss, wanting to pay anything just to share one more moment with them.

... And at that moment she's weighed by the shame of not being able to muster anything meaningful. She hasn't been a proper medium in a long time.

Lucinda closes her eyes. Opens them again and gazes at the doctor unwaveringly.
]

You love her still.

[Not a question. The woman moves to the side where the vault door is, with one hand tracing the seam and the other by her side with the jade bracelet barely hanging onto her fingers. They're stuck and all they have are tainted treasures in their hands.]

Was there anything else in your box? I'll doublecheck mine.

[She goes to retrieve hers and as she picks it up, she ruefully remarks.]

This wouldn't be the first time I was unwillingly stuck in a room.
luciole: (We got soda and drugs for ya)

[personal profile] luciole 2023-07-22 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[She takes the offered note and reads it aloud.]

"Nothing is yours. It is to use. It is to share. If you will not share it, you cannot use it."

[. . .]

We're dealing with riddles now?

[Lucy's set on figuring it out now. She looks at her jade bracelet again. What was she supposed to share? No one has use for this thing, even for vanity, much less Daan who was being heavily affected by the memory of his deceased wife.

... Maybe... No, she'll go over it with him first. Have something to chew on before she acts on her own thoughts.
]

What do you think it means Daan? I have an idea but I'd like to hear your thoughts first.
Edited 2023-07-22 23:18 (UTC)
luciole: (Sometimes I might just disappear)

[personal profile] luciole 2023-07-23 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
[That makes Lucinda bite her lower lip. When it comes to her memories... Well, her story was well-known among the Esper Collective but at least no one would bring it up unless they were trying to be demeaning. And those were the kind of people she wouldn't have as company anyway.

Sharing was not inherently something she was against but it was no less agonizing. But they were stuck in the vault until then and she couldn't suggest anything else.
]

... My mother would dress me up. [Lucinda moves to lean her back against the door. The jade bracelet dangles from her index finger. Her face is expressionless.]

I had a role to play and had to look the part.

[The unfortunate fact is that for Lucinda, her memory required context.]

Daan? Do you believe in ghosts?
luciole: (Overtly covert.)

[personal profile] luciole 2023-07-23 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
[At least she could do that much for him. Misery loves company. Idly, Lucy tries to put on the bracelet. It doesn't fit anymore. Of course, it wouldn't. She's all grown up now, obviously.

(Sometimes, it doesn't feel like it.)
]

I'm a medium; meaning that I can see and speak to the spirits of the dead. And unfortunately, I can be possessed by them.

It was something I discovered when I was a child. And at first, I thought it was an exciting thing. My parents saw it as an opportunity to exploit people broken by grief and loss, who would do anything to hear the voice and words of their loved ones.

[People like Daan. But she doesn't say that.]
luciole: (Cause the world might do me in)

[personal profile] luciole 2023-07-23 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. Closure.

[She smiles at Daan's curse towards her parents because... It's not something she would say aloud herself. Her adoptive parents, or at least her adoptive mother could speak all the ill of them to make up for Lucy's lack of it.]

And your language has been pardoned.

... When the money started pouring in, our lives improved materially.

[She wonders how much she should share or rather could. When it comes to sharing you don't need to give out the whole portion, just slices, enough information to make the other person satisfied.]

It didn't make for a happy child as you can imagine. But my parents wanted more and more, and I wanted to be loved by them, and then the word spread that I was the real deal and more people flocked to me. A vicious cycle that wore me down.

[Lucy holds up the bracelet.]

So if nothing else, I had to look pretty.
luciole: (But if you’re here who’s guarding Hades?)

[personal profile] luciole 2023-07-23 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
Mm. Well. I treat myself right by not wearing any jade jewelry as a matter of principle.

Thank you, though. I eventually left my home. My parents don't think of me anymore.

[Because she made sure of it. There are a lot of details she's leaving out (her uncontrolled possessions, how the more vile spirits would send her into episodes and bursts of violence towards everyone around her, including her mother and father, and the basement...)

No, this is more than enough. It should satisfy as an answer to the riddle.
]

... We've both been through too much it sounds like.
luciole: (Make a lot of money and feel dead inside)

[personal profile] luciole 2023-07-24 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
[Lucinda watches Daan and listens. If she's at all affected by the way he describes Elise, it doesn't show. It's the same story, just a different person and different elements, all leading to one end: death.

Or was it just the end or is it ongoing? Lucy doesn't want to overly invest in someone's grief but she struggles to be neutral and apathetic at the same time. If her friends who reside in her body, now silent and lifeless as the ink they appear as at least they would carry that burden for her.

But Daan's story was interesting. He had started off on the streets and suddenly his fortune had taken a turn. And not only that, he met the person he loved the most...
]

So you continued your studies in medicine instead? And eventually, you married her?
luciole: (Sometimes I might just disappear)

[personal profile] luciole 2023-07-25 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
[. . .]

[She reviews the details he just gave her in his head. Not only was there the burden of war but the fate of his wife was... What was it? It can't be good, not by the way he pauses and grimaces.

It was painful to see him this way. Lucinda doesn't want to overstep the boundaries but she doesn't want to stand and just listen and watch either.
]

Daan.

[Lucinda says his name quietly.]

You don't have to share anymore if you don't want to. I'm satisfied.
luciole: ('Cause I might just say this once)

[personal profile] luciole 2023-07-29 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
[Pitiful.

She hates herself for thinking that about Daan. But Lucinda isn't any different. She too was a pitiful person. Wasn't this enough though? Her confinement pales in comparison to the ongoing mystery of his wife's death. It's tearing him up inside.

"Lucy, it's bad to think about your pain and others in which one had it worse. It's not a contest."

... River. She wishes River was here to soothe both of their agony. He would know what to say.

Before she can open her mouth to speak there's a clicking sound behind her. Lucinda stands up straight and moves away from the vault door.
]

I think it worked...?
luciole: (Sometimes I might just disappear)

[personal profile] luciole 2023-08-02 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
Indeed.

[None taken. Lucinda rarely takes offense. She waits until Daan passes her first before she slips her bracelet into her back pocket and follows after him.]

Don't overdo it. But definitely get a drink.