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Yi Sang ([personal profile] reflexio) wrote in [community profile] citylogs2023-11-14 08:41 pm

november catch-all [open]

WHO: ([personal profile] reflexio) & you!!
WHAT: November catch-all and obligatory "where tf am I" log
WHERE: Everywhere (Welcome Diner, your an apartment, city park, etc.)
WHEN: Early November
WARNINGS: adjusted as needed






a. diner.

[ Wandering about proves to be fruitless. Instead, Yi Sang retraces his steps to the station.

Only then does he notice the flyers with their bold headlines. "LOST? NEW?" Yes, those two adjectives certainly describe him. He glances at the message posted on the flyer, memorizes the directions printed on it, and follows them to --

He inspects the building before him. Definitely a diner, though he's not sure what he'd expected given the flyer's notation of "The Welcome Diner."

It's difficult to tell whether anyone's inside, but the restaurant gives off a warm vibe. It's just enough of a nudge to encourage him into pushing the door open. After all, a lead is a lead.

...something warm to eat would be nice too. ]


Excuse me. Is this The Welcome Diner?

[ The flyers said it would be The Welcome Diner. The sign outside also reads "THE WELCOME DINER." Ergo, this must be The Welcome Diner, but one can never be too cautious given the bizarre city. ]


b. your an apartment.

[ The first door he'd opened revealed an empty living room. Its white walls and freshly-vacuumed floor are welcoming, but there's something terribly unsettling about the empty room too.

Yi Sang shuts the door to avoid thinking about it too hard.

He leaves the building and tries the one next to it. Just like the previous apartment complex, there's no trace of a soul in the lobby. He wanders to one of its doors, slowly turning the door knob and it's... unlocked?

Perhaps there has been no need to install locks on these apartment doors.

He steps into the living room and, immediately, it's apparent someone lives here, or at the very least, someone had lived here. Should he have knocked? Well, too late for that. He spies a picture frame on the coffee table, lifting it into his hands. There's... nothing in it. Odd.

Something shifts behind him. The sudden noise catches Yi Sang off guard, picture frame slipping through his fingers and shattering on the hardwood floor. ]


...my apologies. The door was unlocked.

[ Which isn't really a proper excuse, but it's the truth. ]

... Do you live here?


c. city park.

[ The expanse of lush green feels a bit out of place compared to all the buildings Yi Sang passed on his way here. And despite all the life contained within the flora, the lack of birds chirping is troubling.

Nevertheless, he's developed an affinity for the park over the past few days. It's peaceful for the most part, allowing him to recount what he's discovered so far: City Hall's record rooms? Empty. Tourist Center? Nothing of note. Greenhouse at the poison garden? Bad. Stuffed full of carnivorous plants.

A bound notebook lies open in his lap, a pen resting in its spine to mark his spot. Yi Sang uses one of his hands to keep the notebook flat. The other one, bandaged a bit haphazardly, rests in his lap.

Perhaps if one were to yell, he would lift his head to see who is calling for him. Otherwise, he appears deep in thought, a pensive frown on his face. ]



d. wildcard.

[ if none of these work, feel free to hmu for something more tailored! A PM is good or you can lmk here o7 ]
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-11-26 10:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ hong lu considers this. yi sang stands there, resplendent in blood. hong lu sits there by the windowsill, in red and gold. he is wearing the robes of a young, unmarried woman from the qing dynasty. the red is supposed to symbolise purity. hong lu thinks, the red dyeing yi sang's clothing is far more interesting. ]

Well, didn't you just rescue me from boredom? I didn't like being all alone up here; there wasn't anything to do. [ his mismatched gaze rests on yi sang. he looks a little flushed, he thinks. was the way up really that exciting? the first thing hong lu does is reach out with a hand. he clasps his hand around yi sang's wrist so that he can feel for his pulse. it's racing, hong lu thinks. rabbit-quick. hong lu has never seen a rabbit before, not a real one, but it must be a little like this.

hong lu brightens.
] Now that you're here, maybe I can go to the bottom, and you can pull me up by the hair. It looked like fun.

[ and if he gets dropped, will he die? lots to think about. ]
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-12-03 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ yi sang's pulse continues to thrum. hong lu smiles. he holds his wrist gently as he considers what's on offer. ]

It's true, I suppose. There's more to do with two people than just one. Do you have any ideas?

[ the door is closed, hong lu thinks. there is the scent of blood, here. it makes his hand itch for something edged. but that's the only thing of value here, the fact that yi sang has made it up. hong lu's world is still so small.

he considers this.
]

Should we play a game?
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-12-03 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ hong lu brightens. ]

I've never played games like these before. Does everyone know how to play them? Or did you make them up? [ hm, both seem like fun, though. twenty questions to get to the truth, or a game where hong lu can make up a lie? when does an untruth become a truth? and how would they know each other is lying or telling the truth?

hong lu suddenly wants to find out.
]

Let's play 'Two Truths and a Lie'. I've never heard you lie to me before, Yi Sang. I'd like to know what that sounds like.

[ how exciting, hong lu thinks. he still has yet to let go of yi sang's wrist. ]

Can we tell a truth about anything we like? Can we lie about anything we like?
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-12-03 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ it must be nice, then, hong lu thinks, to know these games. he wonders if this is something that you learn in childhood. it's nice that he gets to learn all of this now. yi sang has taught him quite a bit already, and he hopes to learn much more. the world is a vast place, and hong lu wants to fill in the gaps before that world is gone.

so the statements must be about himself, he thinks. that does make it harder. it's easier to say 'potatoes grow on trees' than something about himself.

hong lu's head tilts. yi sang lowers himself to the floor, and hong lu joins him, flopping down on a pile of his own hair. his hair is warm, much in the way of a cat. he smiles.
]

You can go first. I want to see how it's done. Will you lie to me, Yi Sang?
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-12-03 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ oh, hong lu thinks. yi sang lies the way a small bird lies. his eyes fall to the ground. his pulse thrums. it's much in the way of a small animal, beating as if desperate to stay alive. to stay aloft. he wonders what the heart of a butterfly must feel like. the smaller the animal, the quicker the heart - then the heart of a butterfly must be like the vibration of a guqin's strings.

he likes it, hong lu realises, the sensation of yi sang's pulse. so this is what he is like when he is lying.

it's charming. hong lu smiles.
]

You lied on the third one, Yi Sang. So you must like cats a lot?
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-12-03 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ is that what cats are like? hong lu thinks about what cats mean to him. they are creatures outside the window. they seem to like to do whatever they like to do. they take themselves out for walks, and they come back by dusk to huddle by the fireplaces. hong lu has never gotten close to a cat before; they let choose whoever they let close, or they simply leave. they disappear into the shadows, and they never look back.

cats are free, based on their nature. their very natures seem free. hong lu has always been envious, but has there ever been an animal less free than he is?

he nods, earnestly.
]

It has. [ hong lu thinks, so that's how yi sang sees a cat. he likes that better than the way he has seen cats. hong lu will remember. gentle, and firm with their likes and dislikes. perhaps hong lu will also learn to like cats. ] Then, is it my turn? I should come up with something fun.

[ hmmm... something about himself. hong lu reaches inside of him. there's nothing there, as usual. it's disappointing, but that's how it has always been. ]

I was good at opera. I like going on a long journey. And I don't mind getting wet in the rain.

[ hong lu beams. ] Which one is the lie?

[ it is, in fact, the first one. all of his vaunted tutors are now, simultaneously, rolling in their metaphorical graves. some of them aren't even dead. ]
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-12-03 07:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ hong lu beams. he has always liked hearing yi sang's thought process. there is so little in the world that he truly knows, and he hardly knows how anyone knows about anything. the other sinners are not as patient with their explanations, and vergilius is likely to kill him if he no longer wants to speak. he doesn't mind it, in truth. death at vergilius' hands must be interesting as well. but hong lu hardly learns when he is dead. yi sang lays out his thought process, and hong lu enjoys it, listening to another person's thoughts as they come.

thought after thought. yi sang is not wrong. of course he wouldn't be. yi sang is one fo the smartest people he knows. hong lu thinks - yi sang might be smarter than the elders at the estate, even though they know so much more than hong lu does. but he wouldn't like for them to meet yi sang. they would take him the way they take butterflies, to pin them to the board and keep them there. nothing that enters that estate comes back out alive. hong lu would know.

and so hong lu says:
]

Correct~ Yi Sang, you know me really well. I only know a little Bian Lian, and a little bit of opera. My tutors never liked my progress. [ hong lu smiles. ] But I like the rain, and I like the journey. Don't you like being on the bus with everyone else? You never know what's going to happen every day.

Hey, Yi Sang, have you ever danced in the rain before?
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-12-10 12:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's a sound that yi sang is fond of, yi sang says. hong lu thinks - it must be that it had been the only sound that yi sang could hear, all those years outside of his window, before capitalism and then depression swept away the rest of his world. hong lu could relate. on most days, it was the murmur of the window and the shifting of gossip. but on good days, it was just hong lu and the rain, and the knowledge that the rain that falls upon his side of the world is the same rain that everyone else must be experiencing. if hong lu couldn't go to the world, the world could at least come to him one little droplet at a time.

it had been raining, too, the day those bus headlights illuminated the darkness.

yi sang has not danced in the rain. hong lu smiles.
]

I've never danced in the rain before, but I have danced. Does that make me your upperclassman when it comes to dancing? But I've never danced with someone else before.

[ hong lu looks. ] We should dance. In the rain, I think, would be fun. It'll be like wearing a second skin. As it soaks into our clothes, our clothes will feel different. It will feel changed. I think the world might look a little different by then, wouldn't it?
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-12-11 11:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ yi sang looks out the window. hong lu looks as well. the sky is an overcast gray. it is neither rain nor shine, just the kind of weather that begets nothing. it's humid, hong lu thinks. his hair normally would frizz up a little in weather like this, though he supposes his hair is very long and very magical right now, and so it doesn't follow the usual rules.

hong lu hopes it will rain soon. that might be fun.
]

Or perhaps we can chase the rain. After all, there has to be raining somewhere in this world, right? [ says hong lu, very reasonably. ] Do you want to leave this tower with me? See what we can find. I don't mind sitting here longer with you, though, so it's up to you. Ever since you came up the tower, I haven't felt bored at all.

[ hong lu says this, and knows it to be the truth. how odd, yi sang is, a man who is able to take his boredom away so easily. ]
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-12-12 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ah, that's the dilemma. yi sang had made his way up the tower, and it had rescued hong lu from his boredom. but that doesn't solve the issue of them being rescued out of the tower, right? hong lu considers this. he rises as well, and follows yi sang to the ledge.

beyond: the gray sky, the endless rolling hills. a story yet to be told, hong lu thinks, or maybe there's no story out there at all.

but it's not so high. hong lu's estate had a tower that was higher, and hong lu climbed that all the time. but there really is quite a lot of hair. would he have to pull it all behind him like a rope? that doesn't sound fun.
]

Hmmm... well, I could let you down. That's the easy part. [ but that matter can be thought about after yi sang is out. hong lu beams. ] Would you catch me, if I jumped out the window?

[ wouldn't it be funny? he'd be like a real princess, being saved and all. ]
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-12-13 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ 'i would' says yi sang, before all thought and justification, before the words have finished cooling on hong lu's lips.

hong lu looks. for the first time today, he is surprised. then, he smiles, because yi sang would catch him, or at least would promise to, and that's more than what anyone else has ever done for hong lu.
]

Of course. [ hong lu says, and pretends that they're still playing two truths and a lie. ] Though it'll be tough... I'll have all that hair behind me. Are you sure I won't just flatten you, Yi Sang?

[ certainly, it will be an endeavor. ]
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-12-13 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ oh, hong lu thinks.

it's true that death doesn't mean much to them. or it ought not. both hong lu and yi sang have come back so many times from the dead that it is merely another part of their job. hong lu thinks it's rather fun, to be honest. there's the pain, and the novelty of it, of seeing what new creative ways someone can crack him open and set him free. but he and yi sang are not fighting, not each other, not a peril beyond measure. it is merely a tower and a fall, and an entire waterfall's worth of hair.

but yi sang would catch him knowing that he'd die.

it's yi sang who is in motion first, for once. he is at the window, and looks back to hong lu. hong lu feels warm. his cheeks are warm, he thinks.
]

Okay. [ hong lu says, and walks to the ledge. he looks to yi sang for a moment first, as if committing the sight of him to memory. it's yi sang, framed by the window. the world outside looks boring, and bleak. but yi sang's image at the window is worth looking at; it gives value to that world. ]

Then, let me lower you down, first.

[ hong lu pulls at his hair. it's heavy, but nothing is too heavy for hong lu to move. he finds the end of it, and holds it out to yi sang. ] Don't lose your grip. If you die, I'd rather it be from catching me, than from dropping down the tower.

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