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Yi Sang ([personal profile] reflexio) wrote in [community profile] citylogs2023-11-14 08:41 pm

november catch-all [open]

WHO: ([personal profile] reflexio) & you!!
WHAT: November catch-all and obligatory "where tf am I" log
WHERE: Everywhere (Welcome Diner, your an apartment, city park, etc.)
WHEN: Early November
WARNINGS: adjusted as needed






a. diner.

[ Wandering about proves to be fruitless. Instead, Yi Sang retraces his steps to the station.

Only then does he notice the flyers with their bold headlines. "LOST? NEW?" Yes, those two adjectives certainly describe him. He glances at the message posted on the flyer, memorizes the directions printed on it, and follows them to --

He inspects the building before him. Definitely a diner, though he's not sure what he'd expected given the flyer's notation of "The Welcome Diner."

It's difficult to tell whether anyone's inside, but the restaurant gives off a warm vibe. It's just enough of a nudge to encourage him into pushing the door open. After all, a lead is a lead.

...something warm to eat would be nice too. ]


Excuse me. Is this The Welcome Diner?

[ The flyers said it would be The Welcome Diner. The sign outside also reads "THE WELCOME DINER." Ergo, this must be The Welcome Diner, but one can never be too cautious given the bizarre city. ]


b. your an apartment.

[ The first door he'd opened revealed an empty living room. Its white walls and freshly-vacuumed floor are welcoming, but there's something terribly unsettling about the empty room too.

Yi Sang shuts the door to avoid thinking about it too hard.

He leaves the building and tries the one next to it. Just like the previous apartment complex, there's no trace of a soul in the lobby. He wanders to one of its doors, slowly turning the door knob and it's... unlocked?

Perhaps there has been no need to install locks on these apartment doors.

He steps into the living room and, immediately, it's apparent someone lives here, or at the very least, someone had lived here. Should he have knocked? Well, too late for that. He spies a picture frame on the coffee table, lifting it into his hands. There's... nothing in it. Odd.

Something shifts behind him. The sudden noise catches Yi Sang off guard, picture frame slipping through his fingers and shattering on the hardwood floor. ]


...my apologies. The door was unlocked.

[ Which isn't really a proper excuse, but it's the truth. ]

... Do you live here?


c. city park.

[ The expanse of lush green feels a bit out of place compared to all the buildings Yi Sang passed on his way here. And despite all the life contained within the flora, the lack of birds chirping is troubling.

Nevertheless, he's developed an affinity for the park over the past few days. It's peaceful for the most part, allowing him to recount what he's discovered so far: City Hall's record rooms? Empty. Tourist Center? Nothing of note. Greenhouse at the poison garden? Bad. Stuffed full of carnivorous plants.

A bound notebook lies open in his lap, a pen resting in its spine to mark his spot. Yi Sang uses one of his hands to keep the notebook flat. The other one, bandaged a bit haphazardly, rests in his lap.

Perhaps if one were to yell, he would lift his head to see who is calling for him. Otherwise, he appears deep in thought, a pensive frown on his face. ]



d. wildcard.

[ if none of these work, feel free to hmu for something more tailored! A PM is good or you can lmk here o7 ]
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-11-24 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ yi sang looks up. hong lu looks down. abnormalities, hong lu thinks, as very real envy paints itself over his countenance. yi sang had been downstairs fighting abnormalities, while hong lu had been sitting up here with nothing but the sky and a lit candle to keep him company. how unfair. then, hong lu thinks - that's when it clicks. that hong lu has been in this scenario before. every story must be a reflection of somebody's life. this story has been hong lu's life. there had been a window overlooking the seven vistas of an unchanging courtyard, the passing of seasons like the swapping of a coloured palette in full profuse bloom. there had been an unchanging young man sitting at the window watching the world go by. once, a little bird had alighted on the windowsill.

yi sang is bloodied. his cape is sodden. he is a bird, hong lu knows. it's in the way he wears his jacket, the way he picks at his food and the way he is as light as air when picked up. it's in the way he cocks his head when he observes the world, as if first seeing it from one perspective and then another, those delicate little shifts in countenance fun to observe and to predict. it has always occurred to hong lu that yi sang is most interesting when he is in motion, a dark streak of a dagger coming down in an deadly arc toward his opponent. after all, birds only look like birds when they're in flight.

then, outside of hong lu's window is a bird. yi sang is that bird. it all seems very understandable when put this way. hong lu smiles.
]

This story is strange, isn't it? If you climb up here, then won't you also be stuck with me? How can you rescue me from the tower if you're also stuck in the tower?

[ but, hong lu - thinks, he's never been rescued before. how fun. he turns. the long, wending heft of his hair is unwieldy, but at some point in his boredom, hong lu found its end. he takes it and drags it to the window. mismatched eyes peer down as he waves. ]

But alright - I'm throwing down my hair. Catch!

[ and then something like an entire magic hellboat's weight in hair comes flinging out of the tower in an unceasing waterfall.

anyway, good luck.
]
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-11-24 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ another new thought: that anyone would ask hong lu for permission for anything. hong lu, who has never been asked if something could be done to him, looks. for a moment, he doesn't know what to say. what is it like, being able to accept or deny something at your own choosing. there had been many things that hong lu hadn't wanted to do throughout his life. he had always wondered what it would be like to say 'no', and have that thing stop. what a marvelous feeling it must be, to be able to experience such a thing.

it's tempting to do so right now. hong lu would like to know what it feels like to say no, and have it listened to. perhaps even considered. what fun that would be. but hong lu considers the premise, that it's a shared coffin. he looks about. the room does seem small enough for a coffin. hong lu has ever shared a coffin with someone before.

but more than anything, it's yi sang asking, and yi sang, too, never asked for anything. what happens, hong lu thinks, if someone who never asks for something asks something of someone who has never had anyone ask anything of them? what happens then? the thing about someone who's never been able to say 'no' is that they have also never been able to say 'yes'. that, too, will be something new. hong lu realises that he wants to find out, the shape of this thing that's taking place. hong lu wants to try saying 'yes', and see what yi sang will make of it.
]

Why would I say no? [ is hong lu's laughing answer, ] So my answer is 'yes'. This will be our shared grave, then. Hm, it's a bit small for a closet, but maybe it's roomy for a grave? I've never been buried before, so I wouldn't know. But it's large enough for two people, and that's all that we need.

What should we do? Should we decorate it? A grave has flowers, right?
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-11-25 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ it turns out, hong lu thinks, yi sang is as surprised as he is. what a funny thing, the two of them laying there in the living room the size of a small closet, looking back at each other in mirrored surprise. it feels nice, to know that hong lu isn't the only one who's finding out new things all the time. yi sang considers hong lu's question, and hong lu considers his response in turn.

a taxidermied form, hong lu thinks.
]

My grandmother would often taxidermy things so that she can keep it around. She likes to look at the things she keeps. [ hong lu muses. her collection rooms are sacred places, but she does like to look through them often. it had made sense to hong lu. things died very quickly, and they didn't often look presentable when they died. but when you taxidermied something, you take a snapshot of time. they were like that for the rest of their existence. but to hong lu, that had always seemed very boring. ] If you are taxidermied, it means that someone wanted to keep you the way you were, and that you are something I can look at for a long time, right? That's not a bad thing. Ah, but I like it better when you're moving, and can talk to me. Grandmother's collection is a very quiet one.

[ much like how hong lu's rooms were very quiet. they had been large, and filled with silence. this one, in contrast, is small, but filled with life and noise. hong lu likes it.

a sprig of plum blossom, huh...
]

Will we need a bus in this room, then...? [ hong lu looks around again. ] It's too small for Mephistopheles, though.

[ after all, the bus was part of the path they walked? but then again, they didn't exactly walk, since it's a bus. ]
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-11-25 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ yi sang disappears beneath the onslaught. for a moment, hong lu wonders if he's killed him. if he has, would yi sang come back, or would he die simply because the manager isn't here? but people are supposed to come back in this world? but this is now a new world, and sometimes, in the stories that hong lu's nannies told him, people die for real in stories.

eventually, however, hong lu sees movement. it's odd, to see movement rather than feel it. after all, it is his hair, and it's connected to him, but it's so long that he supposes if someone set it on fire, he wouldn't feel it until it burnt all the way to his scalp. yi sang drags himself free of the unending waterfall. he looks up. hong lu looks down.

hm... hong lu considers this.
]

There's nothing here, though. [ there's never anything here. after all, it's only ever been hong lu and the scenery outside his window. hong lu and the bird at his windowsill. hong lu smiles. ] Oh, I know~ Hold on to the hair. I'll pull you up.
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-11-25 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ a scale model, hong lu thinks. how marvelous. he wouldn't have been able to come up with a thought about that on his own. hong lu recalls the little models of mountains and sceneries that lined the hallways and the meditation rooms at the estate. he was never allowed to touch them. he wonders if he'll be allowed to touch the model of the bus - that might be fun.

still, it's a good question. as if for the first time, hong lu looks about and considers the strewn glass around them. it'd be nice if they could stay on the floor. they look like shattered stars, which are much more interesting than the stars that were so faraway in the night sky. the ones that you couldn't touch. these ones, you could. they could cut you open. they could leave a scar. you could be reminded that they existed, once. framed, glass, then...
]

Why would it be odd? [ asks hong lu, ] It's more interesting to look at than a framed Abnormality. [ finally, hong lu gives yi sang's hand a squeeze. he looks to him. ] I'll help you clear the glass. Do you just want them collected in the palm of your hand?
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-11-25 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ hong lu grins. he waves his hand. ]

Okay! [ says he, in that sing-song tone of his. ] Hold on tight! If you fall, you'll die!

[ and then hong lu will have to find a place to bury him. there don't seem to be any plum blossoms here, however, which is a shame. and this world isn't very interesting, so if hong lu is stuck here for the rest of eternity, he'll need to bury himself with yi sang sooner than expected. all in all, hong lu thinks, all of a sudden, that isn't a terrible outcome.

still, he begins to reel in his hair. it's not difficult work. yi sang doesn't weigh a whole lot, and in truth, hong lu thinks that his hair weighs more than yi sang ever could. hong lu, whose used to pulling and lifting things far heavier, makes deft work of the process. the hair goes up. yi sang goes up.

at the lip of the window, hong lu holds out his hand.
]

Phew. [ hong lu says, not at all winded. ] Was it fun being pulled up by my hair? Yi Sang.

[ ... and he can say it, yi sang's name. hong lu beams. ]
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[personal profile] nutkick 2023-11-25 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ that was a lot of names, but one — or maybe two — sparked a reaction out of denji. his eyes widen for a fleeting second before his lashes lower once again; less tired and more mischievous now. of course this guy is one of those dynamic bunch, and that explains a lot. ]

I don't know what the fuck 'respite' means, you keep talking weird, but you did interrupt a super intimate moment. What if I decided to walk out naked? I'll never be able to forgive you.

[ that would be awkward for yi sang as well, but who cares? he tugs on the towel around his shoulder, finally making some use of it as he starts drying up his hair; ruffling those blond curls. ]

I'm totally avoiding that Vergi dude. I owe him a favor and I don't trust what he might ask of me. He's kinda bizarre. As for Don— yeah, we know each other pretty well.

[ dramatic pause. ]

She's my girlfriend.

[ is he serious, or is he joking? truly one cannot tell. ]
Edited 2023-11-25 15:08 (UTC)
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-11-26 10:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ yi sang removes his hand from hong lu's grasp. hong lu feels its loss like an inexorable loss in a chain. how funny, hong lu thinks. he doesn't remember ever thinking of loss this way, that it was something to feel, and notice, and take in. hong lu doesn't think he much likes it, the idea of it. but yi sang's hands are nearby. hong lu can take them into his again later.

so hong lu gets up from his place on the floor. yi sang tears a page from his notebook. it's that notebook, hong lu thinks - the letters, the half-drawn wishes. the cry for help. the torn page is like a photo removed from its frame. hong lu smiles.

he reaches for a piece of glass. he sets it on the page. between the two of them, they collect the shattered pieces of a fallen star.
]

Your notebook is a book, right? Yi Sang, does your book have a title?
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-11-26 10:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ hong lu considers this. yi sang stands there, resplendent in blood. hong lu sits there by the windowsill, in red and gold. he is wearing the robes of a young, unmarried woman from the qing dynasty. the red is supposed to symbolise purity. hong lu thinks, the red dyeing yi sang's clothing is far more interesting. ]

Well, didn't you just rescue me from boredom? I didn't like being all alone up here; there wasn't anything to do. [ his mismatched gaze rests on yi sang. he looks a little flushed, he thinks. was the way up really that exciting? the first thing hong lu does is reach out with a hand. he clasps his hand around yi sang's wrist so that he can feel for his pulse. it's racing, hong lu thinks. rabbit-quick. hong lu has never seen a rabbit before, not a real one, but it must be a little like this.

hong lu brightens.
] Now that you're here, maybe I can go to the bottom, and you can pull me up by the hair. It looked like fun.

[ and if he gets dropped, will he die? lots to think about. ]
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[personal profile] nutkick 2023-11-29 04:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ oh shit. that easy, huh? denji returns the smile with one of his own, more mischievous at first but then it eases into genuine fondness. they did have their little date back then, and despite how utterly creepy and predatory the whole situation started as a concept, don remained kind to him to the very end. denji knew it would never happen, but maybe that's okay— she's someone who could be a good friend.

yet, pulling this stunt will probably repel her from returning the gesture. it felt too late to call his own bullshit, considering the other boy's reaction. he crouched down, meeting yi sang's level. this seemed like a better idea than inviting the other to a proper seating in his head— don't question his logic, you. ]


She's been great. Super! Having fun and planning parties, making friends, and living it all. Don't worry. I'll totally protect her.

[ in his defense, he's not fooling around with this one. don is one of the very few friendly faces in this shitty city; it would be a shame to lose her. he tilts his head, his mood is lighter now, finally warming up to the intruder. ]

Are you close to her?
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[personal profile] wordchain 2023-11-29 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The clarification indicates that every piece of information identifying The Welcome Diner has served its intended purpose after all. In that case, perhaps the opening question was simply an attempt to covertly signal a request for further assistance while assessing the available resources and contemplating any gaps to address. Yesod accepts the answer with a nod, prepared to wait for the time being.

Then comes a distinctive sound, all too audible as it disrupts the momentary silence to convey its meaning on the stranger's behalf.

Yesod blinks. He turns slightly, loosening his stance to point out the diner's menu, though he technically isn't part of the kitchen staff. ]


...There is a selection of savory and sweet dishes on offer.
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[personal profile] yyds 2023-12-03 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ hong lu considers this. a book without a title until the book is finished. then how, hong lu wonders, would anyone know what the book is about without reading it? what if the book is never finished. but it's yi sang - yi sang will always finish what he has started to write. he wrote those letters after all, the letters that were very much like a cry for help. anyone with the courage to write those, no matter how subconsciously, has the courage to finish their story.

hong lu thinks, suddenly, that he would like to see it. the title of that finished book.
]

I look forward to it. I want to read it when it's done.

[ hong lu smiles, and drops another handful of broken glass shards upon yi sang's page. ] So don't rip out too many pages. Otherwise, there's less space for you to write everything you want to, right? And there'll be less for me to read.

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