[ saying oh doesn't fully encompass the way this realization has rocked heine's world down to its foundations, and for a second he just stares at daan, unable to find the right words at all.
but heine is so, so good at compartmentalizing. after a suspended couple seconds of fish-out-of-water blinking, he folds this world-shattering revelation into neat quarters and puts it in his back pocket to freak out over later. ]
Yeah. Something like that. [ ah, fuck. fuck fuck fuck. heine scrubs his hands over his face.
fortunately, daan hands him a distraction, and heine looks up at him, curious. ] Would you still have done it if it was permanent?
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but heine is so, so good at compartmentalizing. after a suspended couple seconds of fish-out-of-water blinking, he folds this world-shattering revelation into neat quarters and puts it in his back pocket to freak out over later. ]
Yeah. Something like that. [ ah, fuck. fuck fuck fuck. heine scrubs his hands over his face.
fortunately, daan hands him a distraction, and heine looks up at him, curious. ] Would you still have done it if it was permanent?