And what, pray-tell oh Lord of Dreams, am I to learn from dreams of my own death? It is hardly like I can go back and make amends at this point. Unless you know of a way out of here you haven’t bothered to share?

[Because that’s what it always was for him, wasn’t it? Learning about what an awful person he is? How he’s always destined to fail? How he should apologize for his existence? That seems to be what everyone else thinks at least.]