[ She thinks, briefly, about the promise she made Carmen. About seeing Lisa angrily cry, hunched in a ball to protect her feelings from the world. About the light dimming in Carmen's eyes, Daniel's insistence on befriending everyone, including those he supervised, Gabriel's sanity waning after Elijah's death, Michelle's growing uncertainty, Giovanni's desperation to do anything, viewing Angela's memories while she'd been "asleep", watching Roland break down in front of her and understanding that rage--

What she'd seen here.

And Gebura shakes her head. ]

What strength I take will always be different from what strength you take, even if it was the exact same person. Even if I explained it to you, it wouldn't help you or your notes.

[ She doesn't wanna talk about it. ]