I was.

[ Holland's response is blank, emotionless. His calm back, for all that he's effectuating it for the sake of keeping himself from feeling too weak. If he must be at Kell's mercy, at least he seems confident that he isn't going to get stabbed in his sleep. ]

But if you won't bleed me out to open a door to get yourself home, when I'm this weak, then I doubt you'll wait until I'm healed to finish the job.