It's a difficult thing when that is all Daniel is used to. Constantly holding everything back, holding everything in - even when he feels like he's bursting at the seams, like right now. But what good will it do if he spills everything, no matter how kind Lan Xichen is? He can't fall apart now. He just has to keep going.
Daniel thinks about it, considering both practical need in this moment and his own modus operandi, eventually typing: ]
Do you maybe know where I could find some painkillers?
[ That feels relatively safe to ask, without going into his current state, or into the thoughts that haunt his mind even now. At least having those might make things somewhat better.
And it's obvious Daniel does need them, judging by the way the other doesn't exactly move all too smoothly as he's following Xichen. Sure, Daniel can walk by himself, but it looks like there's definitely an ache throughout his entire body with each step. ]
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It's a difficult thing when that is all Daniel is used to. Constantly holding everything back, holding everything in - even when he feels like he's bursting at the seams, like right now. But what good will it do if he spills everything, no matter how kind Lan Xichen is? He can't fall apart now. He just has to keep going.
Daniel thinks about it, considering both practical need in this moment and his own modus operandi, eventually typing: ]
Do you maybe know where I could find some painkillers?
[ That feels relatively safe to ask, without going into his current state, or into the thoughts that haunt his mind even now. At least having those might make things somewhat better.
And it's obvious Daniel does need them, judging by the way the other doesn't exactly move all too smoothly as he's following Xichen. Sure, Daniel can walk by himself, but it looks like there's definitely an ache throughout his entire body with each step. ]