[ kaveh looks. it doesn't make any sense, kaveh thinks. not this, not in the way ghost needs it. he is missing something, some fundamental piece of the puzzle. ten years ago, ghost says. kaveh nearly asks - but what happened to you ten years ago? what happened to do? who did this to you, ghost, who made it so that you see so little in yourself? what happened to you that made you fear?
no, not just fear. kaveh remembers. ghost didn't want to be alone. ghost fears, and ghost yearns. and kaveh knows - that contradiction, he knows it well. that is the contradiction of the loneliest whale. ]
It isn't up to you, to choose if you are in the narrative or not. [ kaveh says, ] In fact, I'd argue that it's the narrative's choice. Barring that, it's also the right of those whose narrative it is to have you in their narratives. You have already become a part of my narrative. You didn't have a choice in this, and I didn't have much of a choice either. That doesn't mean I dislike it.
[ how will he put this so that it can be understood? no, kaveh thinks. how can he put this so that he can what he needs to say, and have faith that someday it will make sense? ]
Did you know, Ghost? I'm going to walk away from today's conversation changed.
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[ kaveh looks. it doesn't make any sense, kaveh thinks. not this, not in the way ghost needs it. he is missing something, some fundamental piece of the puzzle. ten years ago, ghost says. kaveh nearly asks - but what happened to you ten years ago? what happened to do? who did this to you, ghost, who made it so that you see so little in yourself? what happened to you that made you fear?
no, not just fear. kaveh remembers. ghost didn't want to be alone. ghost fears, and ghost yearns. and kaveh knows - that contradiction, he knows it well. that is the contradiction of the loneliest whale. ]
It isn't up to you, to choose if you are in the narrative or not. [ kaveh says, ] In fact, I'd argue that it's the narrative's choice. Barring that, it's also the right of those whose narrative it is to have you in their narratives. You have already become a part of my narrative. You didn't have a choice in this, and I didn't have much of a choice either. That doesn't mean I dislike it.
[ how will he put this so that it can be understood? no, kaveh thinks. how can he put this so that he can what he needs to say, and have faith that someday it will make sense? ]
Did you know, Ghost? I'm going to walk away from today's conversation changed.