[ the look kaveh gives daan over his red-rimmed eyes is terribly wry. ]
Of course I'm not alright. [ says kaveh, who can still feel it - the sorrow and the fury both. ] I am furious.
[ because in no world should anyone have to endure the abandonment and the loneliness and the terror and the self-loathing. and in no world should daan have come from that experience choosing kindness above all else. it's not merely remarkable, kaveh thinks - it is, in fact, a miracle.
this, kaveh doesn't say. instead: ]
Furious, and glad at all once, for your past circumstances, and for what you've been able to let yourself love despite it. You've given me emotional whiplash in the worst possible way. Accept the compliments, or I will say them again.
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Of course I'm not alright. [ says kaveh, who can still feel it - the sorrow and the fury both. ] I am furious.
[ because in no world should anyone have to endure the abandonment and the loneliness and the terror and the self-loathing. and in no world should daan have come from that experience choosing kindness above all else. it's not merely remarkable, kaveh thinks - it is, in fact, a miracle.
this, kaveh doesn't say. instead: ]
Furious, and glad at all once, for your past circumstances, and for what you've been able to let yourself love despite it. You've given me emotional whiplash in the worst possible way. Accept the compliments, or I will say them again.