[He freezes, then, suddenly -- he hadn't meant to say it out loud, in those words. It's true, of course; he has never denied to himself that this time feels like a burden to him. But he hadn't wanted to come out with it like this. Especially not to someone who likes him, maybe even cares about him, much to his chagrin.
This is exactly why people shouldn't befriend him. He can't seem to stop hurting them, even though he never wants to.]
Shit. Look, that's just it--people're gonna be sad enough to leave behind friends who've got lives to get back to, let alone someone like me. I ain't a good person, but putting someone through that'd be shitty even for me.
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[He freezes, then, suddenly -- he hadn't meant to say it out loud, in those words. It's true, of course; he has never denied to himself that this time feels like a burden to him. But he hadn't wanted to come out with it like this. Especially not to someone who likes him, maybe even cares about him, much to his chagrin.
This is exactly why people shouldn't befriend him. He can't seem to stop hurting them, even though he never wants to.]
Shit. Look, that's just it--people're gonna be sad enough to leave behind friends who've got lives to get back to, let alone someone like me. I ain't a good person, but putting someone through that'd be shitty even for me.