Don't be stupid. If it hadn't been that night I would've bit it in a couple months at best.
[He'd denied it in front of Amada, that night, but he always knew what he was doing. The only thing he regrets is that it didn't happen quietly in private with nobody to see him fade away, honestly.]
You think I didn't know Strega was bad news when I got involved with 'em? I didn't care, 'cause I wasn't safe to be around, and I needed a solution. I was already prepared for it to end on my own terms, but you had the right to do it first if you needed to. S'why I didn't just tell you.
aaaand time for the suicidal behavior/self-harm cws
[He'd denied it in front of Amada, that night, but he always knew what he was doing. The only thing he regrets is that it didn't happen quietly in private with nobody to see him fade away, honestly.]
You think I didn't know Strega was bad news when I got involved with 'em? I didn't care, 'cause I wasn't safe to be around, and I needed a solution. I was already prepared for it to end on my own terms, but you had the right to do it first if you needed to. S'why I didn't just tell you.